Sometimes in life, we may not understand why or how God works because he works in mysterious ways. I just did something that I thought I wasn’t going to be able to do. Yet, through my tears, I did it. I made the decision to keep trusting in God. Now to some, that may sound silly that I had to break down in tears and make such a “heavy decision.” However, to me, it was a necessary reality wake up call.
I had become so rattled with fear and anxiety lately that I had become timid and stuck. Writer’s block had taken ahold of me and my fear was chewing me up into little bites of immovable crap. So I had to make the choice whether I would continue to still choose God as my savior and provider or would I allow my human rationality to make the decisions for me. I chose God.
I’m sure if many were in my shoes, they’d choose to do things on their own. However, I believe that I serve a God that will honor his promise. He tasked me to do a job, so I must do it. It’s up to me to choose which life I want to lead. I prefer to please God than to please Man. So, today, I make the re-commitment to doing, finishing and completing the tasks God set forth for me to achieve.
My prayer moving forward is that He continues to keep me, that Christ continues to advocate for me and that my Holy Spirit continues to fight for me. May I always remember my faith and trust in God’s words. I pray my faith withstands being shook again and that I continue moving forward until my task is complete. In Jesus name, I pray, Amen.
Sincerely with love,